why do dreams just have to end !?!?!?!?!?!

i waz having a dream that i got an award or something at my hse then i got a prize it was a trophy and a single piece of paper. TAYLOR lautner was the 1 who gave the award to  me and the single paper was all autographs from him n other people !! then he hung out with me for a while and we were camwhoring and we were like sitting together on a couch and we were like SO happy together and i think he might have been proposing or something but then i just HAD to wake up at that moment ! it was the stupid alarm then i woke up. gRawww ! it was IGNORANCE by paramore it was just SO annoying the first part no offense paramore i love you n ur music but it was U who woke me up in the best dream in the world ahh GRRRRR . =( okay but nvm here's something for u guys

SIGH just so hot =] this was how he exactly was in my dream he waz wearing a stretchy black tee. =]]]]] he and i were like hanging behind the couch ! lols.

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ish i just finished SHADOWLAND by alyson noel its the sequel to evermore & blue moon it was great but cliff-hanger-y. =0 and the nxt book is only cuming out summer nxt year ! how mean ! ='C

well tomorow i gotta wake up @ lyk 5 cuz i m going to tha hospital czu i'm operation-ing. taking the ugly disgusting wires out. . plus my legs r aching cuz i was lyk running up and down the stairs yesterday jz for sumthing to do . You see when people r bored they turn into randomly hyper robots. =]

~xoxo's