stressed.

i'm really, really stressed. today at school, well today sucked , it just did . no reasons lah . i miss shu cean so much , ! today was kinda lifeless . and i'm STRESSED! >:O and its not even about studies and all that .
i have :

• battle of the bands . auditions are next week and we haven't even start playing yet . 
• m.u.n. this friday, saturday, and sunday. can i just quit? T.T haihhh.
• english drama. friday. hell , its for assesment and our group is just so incooperative, well except for yan zee , he's the leader. haih . 

i'm so sick of this. 

about the english drama. 

nobody really cares. 

i don't , either, but really? 

i try to ask them to practise, but no. not even one single practice.

bianca doesn't want to. 

rachel's not coming to school. well at least she did the script.

sai khan is kinda weird. but he's okay with acting as a homo in a fat suit, yeah great.

yan zhe is okay. he's okay with acting as 'jenny's fiancee. 

omigod. please. i'm nearly begging for everybody to cooperate. T______T 

ARHGHHGHHGH! 

pffffffffffffffffft.

i have so much to do and my head hurts and some people JUST WONT COOPERATE! 

ok

i wanna switch to another blog.
just got tired of this one :P
haha , sry bye
will postttttt the link
byebye :)

#100 : BRIDGET!

hehehe
this afternoon & yesterday , went to bridget's house sleepovaa!
it was awesomeely fun ROFL :)
we camwhored a lottttttttttttt and went to mines for more than 6 hours lol ,
and it was fun.
pix will upload tmrw.
after i came back from B's house,
had a gossip girl marathon mwahahahhahahahhahahahaaaaaaaa

xoxoooo

i promise, PIX WILL COME :)

sure , sure

holidays is here .
a week of lazing out , but i wanna make the best i can out of it.
saturday>sunday , i'm going to bridget's house ,, sleepover ! :)
monday i'm free  , and i wanna be freeeee at home so yeah . gossip girl & TSL & 90210 will be there for me :)
tuesday> thursday, i'm going cameron highlands. :)
friday , i miiiiight go skating with shush / training with ainin
saturday , i wanna go pavvvv :D
sunday , yea family day so i'm not free ,!

i wanna get into the netball team xD
tryouts are after the holiday!
:)
wish me luck.
___________________________________

x.o.x.o.

RIP , iPod

hmm , my iPod got stolen yesterday,, before i went training. ._. it was in class and suuuumbody stole it. srsly, eff the loser who stole it,! gosh, so effing stupid ,! 


rip , 
you were here for me when i was depressed 
you were here for me when i cried 
you were here for me when i laughed
you were always there, even when no one listened, 
you would be right there. 


17-12-2007 > 12-3-2010 


3 years of music


__________________________________________


well
it must always be me right? 
when you're mad at me you ignore me for days. 
when you're mad at him you ignore him for what? twenty seconds?
i'm getting sick of that.
please
please


you never knew how much it hurt.
i used to cry when it hurt too much
what IS wrong with me? 


when you make mistakes with me you just go 'whatever lah', and i smile and laugh like it doesnt matter, it doesnt but 
when i make mistakes with you i'm sorry and you get mad and you just stop caring for a few days.


i always forgave that


maybe you could realize that you're doing something wrong?


because i do 
and because i care
________________________________________

LOL

Tan

helo

how's life?

Cin

hallo

awesome

my class is like 70% chinese skool others is like the GOOD OLD SG PEOPLE and a new malay girl who's AWESOME!

8:26pmTan

okahaayy

XD

8:26pmCin

haha

but there's this dwarf-like guy who's in my class. and he has one eye bigger than the other, tho he's gun to tease bahaha

he gave me ten bucks..

8:27pmTan

WHAT

FOR WHAT

IWAN10BUCKS

8:27pmCin

idk

he just gave it to me

haha

8:28pmTan

hes paying to be his friend.

*you

8:28pmCin

hahaha maybe?

anyway he donated $3 to the class fund

8:30pmTan

so rich.. XD

8:31pmCin

haha... others only gave 50 cents xD

8:31pmTan

walao

so kedekut

8:32pmCin

haha ! i'll collect more mwahaha

we were just gonna buy a duster xD

8:33pmTan

eh

ask teacher buy mah

shes the 1 using.

not you all oso

8:33pmCin

yeahhhh

but mostly

because we always doodle the whiteboard about simran xD

8:33pmTan

LOL

evill

but good

XD

8:34pmCin

we made her & carl vern a couple! xD

8:34pmTan

carl vern?

8:34pmCin

yea

the short guy who looks like a chipmunk and the dwarf one

8:35pmTan

Oh

XD

8:35pmCin

haha tmrw is simran's bdae

8:36pmTan

lol?

what you gonna do

8:37pmCin

well actually no but we make everyday her birthday. it annoys her when we sing happy birthday to her xD

8:37pmTan

LOLLL

LMAO

why!?

8:37pmCin

i d k , haha!

its FUN

8:37pmTan

heyy

8:37pmCin

hahahahha

me & shush "panjang tangan" her stuff lol : it means taking her stuff at HIGH SPEED ! hahahahaha

(thats why her liquid papers are gone every time she buys a new one)

8:39pmTan

LOL

i like that XD

i wanna do that to ppl

8:40pmCin

haha

8:40pmTan

omg

8:40pmCin

lolss

8:41pmCin

hahahaha i take all her books and i give 'em out to everybody in class. she has trouble finding them ahahaha

8:42pmTan

the whole class berpakat to hide her things 1 ah

8:42pmCin

PARTLY, BUT YEA! 

hey the 1G is like divided into 2

the teacher's table side : the nerds & eeee-people

8:43pmTan

got ppl support simran mehh

8:43pmCin

the middle row : good people , partly 

the window-seat row : the awesome peepuh ! ahahaha

NO. except jesslyn. since sometimes we take her stuff too when simran doesn't come xD

8:44pmTan

awesome would be you and your gang i supposee

XSD

8:44pmCin

yeayea!

lol

 terry is an excellent ribena-bottle hider ahahhaha

sometimes

simran comes to school and everything on her table/desk disappears *mysteriously* >_> 

8:45pmTan

XD

seriously

8:45pmCin

yeah!

lol

eventually she finds them ... TRAITORS

8:46pmTan

lol

and then you know,

i use to do this to "simran" of our year

except hes a guy

8:47pmCin

haha who?

xD

8:47pmTan

aslam?

8:47pmCin

is he alex?

8:47pmTan

you know

no

8:47pmCin

OH ASLAM

lol

8:47pmTan

yeap

8:47pmCin

there always has to be a simran of the year

8:47pmTan

LOL

8:47pmCin

i mistaken him for girubaa today lol

8:48pmTan

wtf

ANYWAY,

we hid his pencil box in the toilet

8:48pmCin

HAHAHA
thats what we did to carlvern

8:48pmTan

threw his calculator ontop of the aircond

but did you put it IN the toilet.

8:48pmCin

no?

8:49pmTan

we did,

8:49pmCin

AWESOME

8:49pmTan

strike three

right,,, right.. you just had to. 

today you had to ruin it all 

you just HAD to. 

or at least tried to

but guess what?

it didn't work.

and now

i'm not even going to care anymore,

whatever you wanna say, 

say it 

just say it

whatever you wanna do, 

do it

just do it

because im not going to listen anymore, 

i'm going to wear earplugs, 

i'm going to stare at you in the eye and try to smile like i care, 

even though inside i feel like crumbling down

it's not going to work anymore

in your view it's "advice"

in mine it just hurts a lot

that was what it used to be. 

now i'm just going to turn away and not pretend anymore. 

i'm going to ignore you, your words, and you. 

you can say anything. 

i'll just laugh along.

i won't fight back anymore because i know i have won. 

it's just you've reached your strike three

you've lost, honey

so just say what you want

and get over the fact that

you've lost. 

just admit it, sweetie. 

you can take other people down but i'm staying up. 

you can do anything. except nothing, no one, would listen again. 

you can get people on your side 

that's their will. not yours

when they've got tired of you, you know?

you're just not that much of a 'good friend' anymore

now all you can do is just get over it

xoxo

CL