Thursday, December 31, 2009

new year's?

feeling like crying.. is that normal  ? cuz it's the end of one of the best years EVER in my life ! i'm not ready to let go... ughh ... I really really feel like it should i do it? i'll seem weird but who cares ! gonna take pix later at 12 kay ! xxx CINCIN =)

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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TEEHEEEEE !



water ballons that popped ! xD


i look stupid and twaye was juz running frm the toilet xD










twaye was falling here LOLL 'till amira catched her leg wich 'helped' lol


bwidgit!


Teehee- twaye =D


teehee, in these pixs i look really stupid but who cares ! xD hahahaha here's more!















ahhh god i have a friggin headache from bein on the com for longer than an hour shit owww ! :I !!!!!!! bye bye !









Monday, December 28, 2009

i swear , guys , all pix will come in time. =)lol,, there's the singapore pix ,, bwidgit's party pix,, and other fun , irrelevant pix. ! ahaha,, today was sooo fun thanks bridget ! =) i wil tell more about it in the nxt post, sayonara ! =)


xoxo , don't ever forget me, 


CIN <3

Sunday, December 27, 2009

bad stuff ~n~ the good stuff

ish,,,, sometimes ,, my brother & sis r like so damn annoying ,,,. they say mean stuff about people who actually care about them like our family. sometimes they can be soooo inconsiderate and that's really really annoying. i mean,, how would they feel if some one they cared about talked really bad stuff about them ? its really rude. they don't actually have respect. and my bro's like a kinda perv. ughh. 


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anyway ,, back to the good stuff ! camwhoringgggggg~!Teehee,,. 













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xoxo ~ don't ever forget me ,,
cin cin 

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

2nd & 3rd Chapters



;Chapter 2 :  S c h o o l . . . 

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I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT ! BOOHOO! 
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The gorgeous guy smiled crookedly. I was beginning to like that smile. Love it, even. “I’m Edward Cullen. And you are...?” 

I struck a breath, stammering, “Err... umm.. My name .. it’s.. B-b-ella. Bell-Bella.” Oh, SHIT. “Swan.” SHHITT! BELLA SWAN, YOU IDIOT, I thought. “Erm, my name-- it’s Bella Swan.” I finally said slowly and precisely. 

“Oh,” Edward -- what a cute name! -- said in that low, sexy voice of his. “Nice.” 
“Em, thanks.” 

We’d reached my dorm room - 1608. We were in the elevator. “Thanks” was all I could say. 

“Welcome, Bella. See you tomorrow in class?” 

“Yeah, yeah sure. Er, have a good day.” WTF! Why did I say that??!

But, to my intense relief, he smiled. “You too. See you around.” He smiled again. He then helped me open the door while I kicked the bags in. “Bye,Bella.” 

“Bye.” 

I closed the door as he left. My room--WOW. I saw a really pretty girl about my age sitting down on one of the carved single beds. Ooh, the mattress looks really soft. “Oh, hi!” I said to her, putting all my stuff down on the next bed.

She was really gorgeous. She had really huge violet eyes, really pale skin, like white, full luscious lips, and long glossy blonde hair. She eyed me carefully. “Hi. And who may you be?” 

“I’m Bella Swan.” Luckily not stammering, I thought. 

“Um, okay, and I trust that you know who I am?” 

“No, I’m new here,” I said. She must be some popular cheerleader or something. 

“You don’t know who I am? WTF?” She looked really surprised. I shook my head. “Wow. Um anyway, I’m Shalynne Woods?” She said it in a way that made it sound REALLY obvious.

“Oh.” I was politely uninterested. I went to pack my things. 

“Uh, listen, Bell-a. I really don’t want a dorm partner, but I’ll take one if I have to, and, honestly, you don’t make the cut.” She eyed my messy outfit. “Ugh. What did you do on your way here, like, fall?” 

“Yes, I’m really clumsy. I took the bus here but tripped on the way out,” I said. 

She raises her eyebrows. “Oooo-kayyy. Don’t you have money for a taxi or something?” 

“Well actually I do, but I’ve to save money for my school fees.. I’m on partial scholarship.” 

“Whatever. So you have to get a job or something?”

I considered that... I was going to get a job, right? “I guess so...”

“As...?” 

“I don’t know,” I said, “Wait, I’ll check the net for available jobs.” I went to one of the computers and turned it on. Shalynne went back to reading her Seventeen magazine. I searched : 

AVAILABLE PART-TIME JOBS FOR STUDENTS

Book Arranger

Date & Time : Mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays
at 5 p.m. to 7 p.m. 

Job Description : Arrange books on the bookshelves. 
           Perfect for students who want to earn a few. 

Payout : 3 $ per hour. 

Hmm. Bookstore arranger, hm? I think the payout’s too little, though. I went back to searching again. 


Babysitter

Babysitter?? Not my style, I wasn’t good with children. At all. Ugh.I didn’t even bother reading on the page.

Waitress 

Date & Time : Mondays to Fridays 
8 p.m. to 11 p.m. 

Job Description : You wait on people and get money. Easy as that. The Dream Job for boarding schoolers at Meritus. 


Payout : 15 $ per hour

Oh, okay. Waitress was okay... But I might trip over something and, yeah. Waitress was way out. I searched... again.  


Spa Intern

Date & Time : Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Saturdays
at 4 p.m. to 9 p.m. for weekdays and 2 p.m. to 6 p.m. for Weekends. 

Job Description : This job is for perfect for students who are a little short in money. You would have to fetch towels and order tea or Espresso for the clients and/or the massagers. 

Payout : 20 $ per hour


Spa intern... Perfect! I smiled to myself, and announced it to Shalynne who just nodded and said, “Good for you in choosing an OK job. ‘Least you didn’t choose to work as a Mopper or something..” I called the number given on the site. 

“Hello?” A frantic, yet delicate female voice said, in a French accent. “This is Emile Desdemonia. Are you registering for the Spa Intern job?” 

“Er, yes, I am. My name is Isabella Swan, and I school at Meritus.” 

“Oh, GOOD! You’re hired! We’re desperately in need of this job role. Today is... Sunday, could you come over to the Spa tomorrow at 4? You’re to start work tomorrow. Is that okay?” 

“Erm, okay, sure. See you.” Emile Desdemonia hung up. 

I decided to make a friendly conversation after I hung up. “So,” I started, “where’s everyone?” 

She looked up unwillingly. “They’re not here yet. They come late. Like, at night..”

“Oh... Hey, we are allowed to go off-campus to work and all, right?” 

“YES... only after school which ends at three, which means you can go out at four.” 

“Oh, okay, thanks.” 

As we were talking, someone knocked on our door. I sauntered out to answer it. I opened the door. “Oh, hi!” 

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;Chapter 3 - S c h o o l 

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I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT ! 

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“God, Bella, SHUT UP with the alarm already!” Shalynne was complaining. She rolled over and went back to sleep. It was seven a.m., and my alarm clock was busting out some Taylor Swift song. I pressed the “Off” button and walked to our bathroom to shower. 

As I showered in hot water, I remembered what happened yesterday, and I felt angry despite the hot water. 

*flashback* 

As we were talking, someone knocked on the door. I sauntered out to answer it. “Oh, hi!” I’d said. 

Shalynne looked up to see who it was. “Edward?” she’d said, smiling hugely. 

“Hey, Bella, Shalynne.” He nodded to me. “Let’s go, Shelly.” He smiled to her. ‘WHAT?!!’ I thought, ‘HE’S DATING SHALYNNE WOODS??!’ 

“Oh, you guys are... dating?” I said. “Really?” 

Shalynne smiled. “Yea, we are,” she said. Grrrr..... THEY’RE DATING! NOOO! WHY OF ALL PEOPLE EDWARD?!?!?! 

“We’re leaving now, Bella,” Edward said. “Bye.”

“Bye.” I couldn’t manage anything else. 

After they left, I was alone in the huge room, I ran to the bathroom and cried my tears out. I knew this was very irrational of me, crying over a guy I didn’t even know, but—somehow I knew—it’d been love at first sight. And it’s torn out from me bye this.. this.. ugh! 

My tears dried afterwards and my eyes weren’t red anymore. I ran downstairs to the rec. room, which I’ve never been to before, there were already people hanging out there. A guy, with a baby-like face and short blonde hair tapped on my shoulder and said, “Hey, you new here?” 

“Oh, yeah, I am. I’m Bella Swan.” 

He grinned. “I’m Mason Walker. Nice to meet you, Bella.” 

“You too.” After that we talked for a few minutes about the typical things, school and work and whatever, until a blonde girl with deep-set blue eyes who looked a lot like Shalynne [popular cheerleader type] stood in my way and said, “I’m Ashlee Tanner. Mason here is my boyfriend so get out of my way.” Oh. It’s alright, I didn’t even like Mason, just wanted to be friends. After I walked away, I saw them kiss and make out while Mason looked longingly at me. 

A few girls [who were thankfully not the cheerleader type] went up to me and talked to me. Their names were Alice and Rianne. Alice had spiky hair and had a pixie-like, small, but attractive figure. Rianne wore frameless glasses, and red hair which she pulled up into a knot and a muscled, well-tanned body. She was probably an athlete. They were both very friendly.

We talked for a long time, I found out they both were runners, and they shared a room together. I talked about my job for a moment, and I found out they both were like the smartest kids around.

After the chit chat, I said goodbye to them and went up to my room. It was empty, no signs of Shalynne nor Edward, which meant they were probably still out dating. Ugh. I went to shower, went down and ate the laid-out dinner of chicken lasagna with Alice, Rianne and a bunch of other friends. I was starting to love this school. When I went back to the room, Shalynne was back. She said her date was “great” and “awesome”. I just nodded and said “good”. 

I did some preps for tomorrow and then went to bed at ten. Shalynne lectured me about being a goody-goody nerd while she went partying with Edward and her clan of followers. Greaaaaaaat. 

*end of flashback* 

So now I was here, standing in the shower. God, I was jealous. I didn’t hate Shalynne, but it wasn’t her fault Edward loved her. I turned off the shower and toweled myself dry, stepping out and changing into the grey school uniform. I put a pair of skinnies and a T-Shirt that said “I LOVE NEW YORK” with black Converse sneakers on top of the dresser because I’d be changing into that for work. Unless they’d make me wear another uniform for work. Boarding school started at 8.30 a.m.

Then when I went down to grab breakfast, I saw everyone already up and eating and socializing. Suddenly I saw Shalynne talking and laughing with her friends, her hair up in a stylish ponytail, and looking clean and pale. What the-... I just saw her sleeping in the room when I was going down... Oh, never mind, maybe she just didn’t shower or something, it didn’t matter. 

A tanned hand grabbed mine as I was clutching a big spoon to get omelette from the buffet-like tray. I turned to see who it was. My heart skipped a beat, it was Edward. He completely ignored me when I took my hand off the spoon and I walked away. God, that was wrong, I felt so stupid but who cares, Edward was with Shalynne, not me. After I got my platter of food, I sat down with Alice, Rianne, Giana, Kent, and Ron, my lunch crew, my friends. 

I ate quietly while my friends tried to cheer me up, to no avail. I cleared my plate with everyone else’s, I said I didn’t mind, and I walked with Alice to my first class, Geometry. “So,” Alice said, “you crushing on my brother, huh? I saw.”

I was shocked. “Who’s...your brother?” 

“Edward,” Alice said, exasperated, “Jeez, I thought everyone knew. He’s one of the Populars, and he dates Shalynne, you know that guy? Edward CULLEN.”

“Oh... I didn’t know... But, to be honest with you, I do have a crush on him, just don’t tell anyone, not even Rianne,” I admitted in a low voice so that Alice would stop pestering me about it. 

She squealed so loudly that everyone turned to look at her. “Oh em gee! O.M.G.! Ohmigod! Eeeeek! Hahaha, Edward? So many people have come up to me and told me they had a crush on him.” 

“Really?” I asked, not really surprised. Why should I be, really, he didn’t look like that for nothing, after all. 

“YES! And don’t mind me, but I think he and Shalynne are on pre-breakup status.” 

“Ohmigod, really??” So there was a chance after all! God, YES! 

We reached the class, finally. The teacher’s name was Mr Jone. He didn’t give no damn about introductions and I slipped into a seat beside Alice’s. The class was fairly boring, the teacher droning about stuff we already knew. I already hated Geometry, anyway, it was so boring. I knew everything about it already. 

So it was class after class, hour after hour, period after period, until lunch. We were having pizza, I wasn’t so sad this time, I laughed and talked with everyone else. I was trying to take my mind off Edward. It was annoying how much I liked him. 

After lunch was Biology and Gym. Gym was going to be torturous. I walked to Biology by myself after lunch. I had a seat  alone. In front of me were seated Edward and Shalynne, they’re hands entwined together. Oh, this is going to ruin everything. I thought they were on pre-breakup?!?! I’m just going to ignore them and concentrate. 

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A/N : so, how was this chapter? I think it’s a bit longer than usual, but the next chapter’s gonna be about Bella working.... and blah di blah di blah, not goin to say more ! Teehee! =)

Please R+R! thanx ! 

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teehee ! X)

1 week before NY's !! i d k to be happy or sad.. i just can't believe that 2009 is nearly over... it was such a great year =) .. i need to do some NY resolutions =) AND i need to spring - clean my room !! XD it's just so messy =0 ALOL. hehe 's.  and a wishlist for FUN cuz i didn't do a Christmas wishlist.. I got a KIPLING pencil box anyway for XMas ! WOOHOO !! XDXD .  





LATER going to post the pix for singapore. yea my blog is boring and picturelesssssss ! XD but going to post em later so doesn't matter !! i'm riting another fanfic, again . and gosh i'm hungryyy i woke up at 10 today =D and i want music on my blog and i'm trying to do that teddy bear mixpod thing but it just doesn't play ! eeeeesh ! i'm gonna post the fanfic on my blog ! XD



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Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas =D

MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS ! =]
whoopdeedoooooo!





TEEHEE! xD 


okay, here's a recap of my day. 


# 1 : woke up at 9 - ish ,, showered, brushed teeth, blah blah blah, then at 10 ate at the breakfast buffet BUT it'd closed, only muffins and cereal ='( sad but still ate haha


# 2 : went out to PARAGON to shop around , than at 2 we ate at COFFEE CLUB =D ,, I ATE LASAGNA ~ then walk around oh oh oh we went to some sony shop to look @ fones and i saw this one i really LOVED and i'd buy it for my belated bday pwesent ! instead of ipod touch, n v m ! 




i love it, don't cha?


# 3 : went to the singapore zoo - [ pix will upload LATER ] walk around the whole thing until feet ached ,, then at around 5 / 6 we went back 2 the hotel and showered ; 


# 4 : then we walked  to a near  by mall ,, eat dinner at a hk restaurant ,, than shop and buy stuff =) until 10 sumthin the whole mall waz going to close,, stupid rite ? so then we walked back to the hotel to get the car then ; 


# 5 : drove to the sea or somethin but it was C O O L and any1 cud've jumped in 2 the sea but NOPE they didn't :( hahaha took pics then walk walk walk then go back and ; 


# 6 : HERE I AM NOW ! XD 


i'll upload more pix when i get home ( maybe ) or l8tr. it is now 12:27 AM and i wanna sleep xD so TOMRROW then !! nite's people ! N MERRY XMAS !


don't you forget me,, 
~CIN 









Wednesday, December 23, 2009

SINGAPOREEEEE

IN SINGAPORE NOW !

just now i accidentally hit my brother and he cried i said srry then my mom scolded well both of us kinda but WHATEVER we should forget bad stuff that happens and go HAVE FUNNNN !

Going to a lotta places to SHOP later ,,, waiting for my sis to finish showering. ....  ok now i gotta showerrrrrr and then EATTTT =D woots nvm byeee readersssss !

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

woohoo!

yayy i finally found the most PERFECT blogskin everrrrr ! =] ok maybe not ever but well i think it is perfect.. ! i'm still in m'sia. never mind ,, i just wanted to post a post just to . like TEST this blogskin which is cool .. nyway, i 'm going to add music to my blog kay bye !


~xoxo


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addicted to vampire wars,, again. =] don't blame me ,, blame Facebook.. But it's a great game and I NEED to get to level 19 coz I need to get this skill , shadow transformation [ i sound like a game a d d i c t ] nvm ,, to get that new york thing [blahblahblah] 


do you like evanescense? i mean,, they're pretty good but I prefer paramore =) 


i'm so b o r e d ,,,,,. i like to do this ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,. it's fun (= can't wait for tomorrow ! goshhh i'm bored ,,,,,,,,,,,. just now at the hospital it was pretty OK . i like my physiotherapist ,,, she's nicee =] hahaha.. 


ANYWAYS READ ON 


my cbox is at the 4th navigational part : TAGBOARD . and if u wanna post something,,,,, just press the enter button ONCE,,,,,,. It may not appear that fast but IT'S THERE. So don't post a thousand times ,,,,, cuz it just takes a little time... 


err, that's it? 


love, <3
cin~cin =]
(awesome font ,,,, eh? )

love this one

i think this is the perfect one ! yippee ! finally found a great 1.. anyway,, i'm going to singapore tomorrow and coming back this friday or saturday. =) can't wait. then on monday,, bwidgit's birthday. woohoo ! here're some pix to just.. make my blog look more interesting =)


OK , just 1 .. i'm just SO lazy to upload pics . im gonna upload @ singapore ! i think that hotel im going to has wi-fi. hopefully. =D this is gonna be my last post in KL i think... whatever bye !

xoxo ~ cin cin

okay ,, so

whatcha think of my new template? is it OK ?? cuz i think it is.. but i'll change it later again ... its just so hard editing all those codes =( from blogskins.com grawwwwwww i think i'm just going to change it again.... wait here r pix of the possible 1s



GOSH i like the three of em there's another 1 but i like ALL of them it's just such a dilemma !!! nvm i'm going to put the other 1 i think.... it seems cooler

Tell me what to do this is such a dilemma !

Friday, December 18, 2009

birthdayyy ~ 2009 <3

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me and my CAKE =)
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water balloon xD
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Us <3
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lol salome jumped in and pulled evry1 with her.
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i got more pix on my laptop and more but im usin my com ryte now so noope ! later lah !! xoxo

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

i understand i have to be really careful and all, you know. one little question and one little joke makes you so angry.. i was just joking.. =S please forgive me . i love you a lot really. =))) kay? and now i need to clear things up .. xoxo gonna post pics tomorrow !

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

fanfic-chapter 1

i was bored so i decided 2 co-author a fanfic with fika. i like it. =] here's the prologue

Chapter 1


Prologue

Bella’s POV


So this is death... Finding out that someone, someone who you knew and you loved...was dead. Someone you would give your soul up for. Someone whom you treasured above your own life, beyond anything else. Someone whom you loved. It hurt a lot more than if you yourself were the one hurting, or the one who were lying still, cold; pieces of yourself strewn around. And then burnt.

I felt like I was the one killed, tortured, so savagely and mercilessly by the gutless murderer, who killed... him.

My other half, my lover, my vampire, my soulmate--His name was Edward.

It hurt me more than the time I left, I remember, that time so dark, that night so moonless... the period where I was in an extremely depressed state... Where there was a hole in my chest... until the person who’d killed my soulmate healed it slowly... And when I saw him again, MY him, MY soulmate, on the verge of death, it was like the hole had never been there before. And I’d saved him from death.

But now...

I couldn’t.

I didn’t.

Death was right there beside me, lying soundlessly.

I could’ve saved him.

I wonder why I ran away instead.


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Monday, December 14, 2009

absah-lutely great news


THE DOC TOLD ME.
THAT I COULD TAKE THE SPLINT THING OFF !
IF I WORE MY ARM SLING.
BUT IT'S NOT THAT UGLY
AND I'LL LOOK FINE FOR MY BDAY.
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!♥

MY HOL'S SEEMS NOT 2 BAD AFTER ALL ! AHAH.

WHOOPDEEDOOOOOOOOOO XD




=DDDDDDDDDD

will blog soon ! =]


Friday, December 11, 2009

WHY!?!

I changed my blogger template to WHITE , cuz every1's using white now. anyways i told my sis i'd changed it and she just HAD to change HERS too . WHY?! i am so sick of this ! i juz ... ISH larh..
i mean SERIOUSLY i redi try 2 be nice to u but u still want to copy everything i do. it's just .. i mean i never copied any1 when i was 8 !! eeeesh u know ur the best sis ever but still juz don't copy me that's all..